scared...

scared...

i am so terrified so scared so petrified
curled up around my growing tummy
holding this baby boy baby girl close to my heart
am i too young am i doing the right thing

will i be a good mommy a good parent
i am so afraid and sometimes yes i do cry
alone in the dark late at night
still protecting my growing child

this is my new secret the one i keep to myself
i love my baby and all i want is the perfect life
for my little boy little girl and what if
what if i can't really do this?