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Literature
surface
surface
quietly i touch the marks on my skin
gently reminding myself of him
my eyelids float down into a dream
where i am warm safe happy
movies play in bursts of staccato color
flashes of what he does to me
i hug myself small and smile at nothing
living in two realities at once
no one else sees what i see behind them
and i can't see anyone but him
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Literature
me
me
because you don't know
what it's like to be me
carrying a baby inside carefully
catching other people's stares
you don't know how i feel
shamefully proud of my baby
standing apart from my friends
not who i was anymore
no you don't know the times
i cried alone in my room
and the things i wish i could do now
it's so hard to give up
and remember you don't know
what i'm really thinking
behind my pretty smile
i am someone you don't know
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Literature
scared...
scared...
i am so terrified so scared so petrified
curled up around my growing tummy
holding this baby boy baby girl close to my heart
am i too young am i doing the right thing
will i be a good mommy a good parent
i am so afraid and sometimes yes i do cry
alone in the dark late at night
still protecting my growing child
this is my new secret the one i keep to myself
i love my baby and all i want is the perfect life
for my little boy little girl and what if
what if i can't really do this?
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Literature
bubble
bubble
at night i curl up gently
around my growing tummy
i hear a song in my head
while i talk to my baby
i imagine it is a beautiful girl
i feel her kick and dance
quietly i tell her that i love her
more than anything in this world
in the dark calm i am peaceful
i can feel her under my palms
we talk to each other
and i am so happy i could burst
into a thousand shiny bubbles
she touches me and i smile
i tell her that i will make her life
wonderful perfect as beautiful as she is
i fall asleep still whispering
smiling and holding her close to me
feeling her dance her way to
this outside world to my waiting arms
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Mature content
feel :iconrunawaygrrl:runawaygrrl 2 2
Mature content
i still believe :iconrunawaygrrl:runawaygrrl 2 6
Literature
emo poet
emo poet
already falling behind falling into i don't care
mania creeping back uninvited uncontrollable
crying screaming walking out leave me alone
no wait come back make it better
lost in a sea of non-identity who am i
almost wishing to spiral into nonsense again
scared and lost and literally alone
don't you fucking get it you fucking hypocrites
i am not superwoman
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Literature
waterfall II
waterfall II
here
are you thirsty?
is your throat dry and tight like mine?
(did it hurt you like it hurt me
to see the proof the evidence
that i am no longer the one for you?)
i have water
salty, warm water
falling from my tightly closed eyes
(i have never felt like this
before in my whole life
i didn't know how much you hurt)
shut tight against this pain
if you could see my tears
hear my sobbing...
(would you not leave me alone
in the dark with my broken heart
but find a way to make me calm...)
drink from these
a waterfall of pain
bursting from my body
(yes shhh be strong for your baby
your words race through my head
and i fall asleep in a giggle)
maybe it will heal someone
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Literature
waterfall
waterfall
here
are you thirsty?
i have water
salty, warm water
falling from my tightly closed eyes
drink from there
a waterfall of pain
maybe it will heal someone
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Mature content
you answer :iconrunawaygrrl:runawaygrrl 0 0
Literature
fix it
fix it
you asked me months ago
what i wanted from you
i thought slowly going over you in my mind
thinking of what you remind me of
dreaming about what-ifs and maybes
oh you made me think of heartbreak
of the past of years i didn't understand
and i said i wanted you to change it
i wanted you to change my ending
you said you would
fix it make it better that's not enough
now i am dreaming of you
playing god and changing my whole life
from the start from the place it began
three seven years ago when you weren't there
i don't blame you
you are not really god after all
but i dream that you were
and you were different but not
you were every player i learned to trust
when i wake up you are gone
it fits so i do not cry anymore
early in the morning in my empty bed
i know i dreamed it to escape the nightmares
you make me remember what i don't want to
always when you aren't here
to be my fix-it fairy again
but finally there is something you can't do
something out of your powerful reach
you can't e
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Literature
loss
loss
it's like losing you all over again
except this time it's brutally painful
maybe if i keep my eyes closed
i will be able to stand you not being here
i know i can't feel this way
greedy selfish i want you to myself
it's so hard to let go of you
i always thought you were mine
i know i was cruel and i know it's not fair
of me to think this way now
it kills me that you are happy
without me because i want to make you happy
not her
it feels like my heart is breaking all over again
and i don't know how to fix it
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fox child by runawaygrrl fox child :iconrunawaygrrl:runawaygrrl 0 1
Literature
lost
*lost*
empty
hurt
not empty
full of
hurt
spilling out
through my eyes
my raw throat
nothing left
why
did you
do this
do you
want
me
to die
hurt
lost
no trust
not you
not you
oh no
spinning
sleeping
seeking
screaming
why
did you
do this
do you
want
me
to die
your lies
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Literature
one love
one love
i make music for you from my soul
i make pretty words for you from my heart
i would pull out whatever makes me live
and hand it to you if i could
i want you to have all of me every bit
it would be easier to give you my spirit
i dream of you when i am sleeping
and when i am awake
but sometimes my dreams turn into nightmares
i cry when i feel separated from you
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Literature
away
away
it hurts to be nowhere near you
separated by more than just miles
it makes me sad to know that
you still think about me every day
it amazes me that i still care
so much for you when i am angry
it's like nothing i'm used to
and i don't quite know how to deal
it aches in my heart the little hole
you left behind to remember you by
it stings still raw when i touch
the memories of you and me
i am away from you far far away
and you are away from me
it still seems so strange to me
sometimes when i think about it
it hurts to be away from you
but it might hurt worse not to be
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Tyne Marie
Artist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: maryland
Favourite genre of music: i like pretty much everything
Favourite photographer: my mother for realz
Operating System: win xp (can't wait till i get my macbook)
MP3 player of choice: my iPod nano :D
Wallpaper of choice: Kira + Misa
Personal Quote: imma be a mommy!
Interests
i have been having bursts of creativity lately but never when i'm near a computer. mostly in class or on campus. like yesterday, and tuesday, i was writing dream poems left and right but once i left campus... it was gone.

maybe i just feel my poetic persona more strongly in the place where it grew so fast. or maybe i just feel young enough to be able to write anything and believe it could come true.

maybe it's having a notebook and pen or pencil in hand like i used to, being able to arrange the words the way i want them to look on the paper... i don't know.
  • Listening to: cassie -- me & u

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enigmas5000 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2008  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you're so irritating. I tell you i think you're attractive and you don't believe me when i say it but now you know you are suddenly grrr..
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runawaygrrl Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2008   Writer
maybe i found some self-confidence.
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uttchan Featured By Owner May 3, 2008
thanx for your fav
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ShadowOfTheSamurai Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2008
I see you
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Laharaa Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2008
Thank you so much for the fave! :love:
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DarkNocturne Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2008
thx a lot for the :+fav:
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KirstyTL Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2008  Professional Photographer
Thanks :)
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Tallis Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2008  Student General Artist
thanks for the favourite :)
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xlovelyladyx Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2008
thanks for the favs!
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